stupid back

Awwwwwwe Mike we love you too. I like Ed and his grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Doc Mike wrote:

I'm getting jealous Ed

not to worry Doc, there is plenty of love and affection around here for all of our HUGZ men!!

hehehehhe


things are better at work, once the pastor knows of stuff, it tends to stop, plus i seen him today he knows im having back problems again, he broke his back years ago, if someone messes with my pain at work, i saY WELL its all been cleared by the paster, then everyojne backs off, like if somsone complains stuff aint done yet, hell, i can stay home if i chose, and this time i reagravted my back by pulling the church bell, everyone knopws this, and to top it off my car died grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


i dont know what happned, it coughed and raced and sputered and then went silent, all day i tried with it, nothing, then it did start later but its n ot right, rachel is gonna take me to work sunday, the pastor will drop me off at home, what next grrrrrrrrrrrr

I'm sorry about your car friend. I hope you get your son to help out with it. DO NOT try to fix it yourself. Good luck with the pastor

im lucky to have hiom as a pastor, he is very understanding and praises my work all the time, funny the car is fine today, yesterday i thought it was gonna blow up grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, rachel is gonna drive me sunday morning cause im not takin a chance yet, but we shall see, i got a few things in mind which it may be

I just hope you're not fixing that car Ed. And who's Rachel?

Yes Ed please get help with that car

rachel is the dragon lady............. hehehhe my ex wife


my car is acting really really weird, now its fine for like 5min wen i let it run, then it sputers and coughs and dies, its beyond me wats wrong, i do have an idea or 2 but wells we shall see grrrrrrrrrrrrr

Check the carborator Ed, or maybe it needs a tune up or richer gas

it has fuel injection, so i am lost, now i cant even keep it started grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and the time to walk is not now its freezing out and wells i have no choice, no car no store no work, i can get rides sometimes but not always

I hope you're making progress Ed. Is Rachel taking you to church today?

Sunday hugs Ed

yea rachel will take me to work wen i need, i think one of the sensors that control the idle of the car went, thing is i dont know how to check it without taking it somwhere, cant seem to find my buddy then again he may not be able to help if his wife dont let him out, long story, but wells i have no money for anything n ways soooooooooooooooo grrrrrrrrrrrr..........

Sorry to hear your car is giving you grief Ed.

Ed

finally got a hold of my buddy, he said first to put some dry gas in the tank, and if that dont work its the sensor, he is gonna look them up for me online, hopefully its at an easy place to get to in the engine, i did get a bit dramatic before, i just feel not myself wen i dont have my car

I understand that, not having a car, I didn't have one for years Hope you can get it running soon

my car is alive, least i feel its soul n ways, in my world well, im biploar, life is not easy, wen in have the car running, it just does soemthing specail to me, wen i got sick again with bipolar real bad bout 15 years ago i gave up driving, all my mustangs, and just medicated myself, with perscribed meds ofcourse, still, it wasnt till i got my falcon, and then my mustang i begin to live again,the rest of the time was spent just existing, the mustang gave me hope and the will to try, and even if i failed, my car still ruled, for me that is huge, its a forgotten dream that was made real and i always beleive cars and stuff have souls, it eats breathes and thinks to a certain degree, i know one thing, when i drive it slow, it says no, drive me fast!!! mawahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaa


for me life can really suck, but i have a mustang, the world can hate me, but i have a mustang,wen i leave work i can grab my gut cause of pain from stress, and yet, wen i get in the car, it goes away, i forget my hell for the time i drive, even if i am panicking, as long as i get back in the car and try again, i have won the battle,wells my buddy said in wonter you will find weaknessess in a 20 year old car, beleive me in this 42 year old body, i feel the same!!!!!!!

Ed, your bipolar buds understand this more than you know.... we all have something or someone to ground us to our world

I think we all feel that way, BP or not. It's like being alive once you leave those 4 walls behind

yes, and the fact that the mustang was the one that got me out of the box, i sold my very first mustang 14 hyears ago, my very first car, sold it wen my head was not in a good place in the hopes someone would work on it and give it the aTTention it needed, i sold it for 125 bucks, it was a 66 mustang coup, i have tried like 5 times sionce then to buy it back, they wont sell it to me, okies wells so i started new with my 88, for me a car is much more than a car, i can tie all things good to my car, without i feel like im in a box again, but okies, i am hoping to get it on the road soon, if all it needs is a sensor, thats not to bad, its just my car defines me, its loud and mean and can go very fast hehehehhe nahhhhh i am good behine the wheel....................moslty, mahahahahahhahaha


wells i just hope by next week some time im driving again, oh and then the dreaded snow tires i must save for grrrrrrrrrrrrr



hehehhehe one problem at a time heheheh

I am so glad to have you sounding happy again Ed Drive on my boy

wells rachel stopped b y and dropped off my ford car manuals and 2 bottles of dry gas, so ill try the gas first, then if that dont work ill see bout buying a sensor, i just wish i had a few more months of decent weather, but i guess we all wish that, least i know where my pains are coming from, the car to he feels it as i, i always felt like an old car hehehehehhe

Hope it takes care of the problem

Hope the dry gas solves the problem for you Ed. How is your back feeling today?