Fight for what I've got!

I have a good life... really a darned good life. It is MY life and I have a say in how it gets written... and I need to recognize where I am weak and need help... areas that need honesty and perhaps healing. I KNOW I am in bad shape when I not only listen to the world's lies (you are what you have, do, make, contibute... and by the way, GET BUSY you are behind!) but when I AGREE with the lies... YIKES!

I recognize that life is not fair. NO one is exempt from pain, heartache and disapointment. There are NO EXCLUSIONS to this in the belly-button club, and yet we keep on in this dance of life. I have it as good as I will let myself, have as much fun and joy and life as I create, embrace or foster. Dreams are what heaven is made of, so one must always dream, so that God will have the place ready, right?
I am seeking balance in my life, and some friends, a few to help and be helped by, and at least one to be accountable on mental issues -- the thought life is where we live or die.
anyway, thanks for understanding when I blow off steam. Sometimes all the energy just drains from it being able to express it and move through it.

Ahhh, silly me... totally leave out the bigest part of my prayer request ;
my wife's neck is totally bonkered! I rescued her at work the other day, as she saw the chiro and got WORSE, so I drove her home. I rescued her car later. I wound up taking her to the doctor, the chiro again... to work with the doc's note... to the pharmacy. She got NO pills for pain, as the silly thing mentioned nightmares with codiene and a "family history of morphine reaction" (I damned near kicked her, as she has had NO reaction to vicodan ~~silly silly~~). I brought her home and fed her some an made some special cookies. She got some sleep and we tractioned her neck and I worked her back, etc. She is not out of the woods yet, and will have to miss the kids AWANA quiz. She is heartbroke, but I think convinced. I worked her neck, face and back again tonight after we shared a cookie. She is doing a lot better... but I worry... plus I love that goofy woman.

Ain't love great! Keep giving her the cookies, can't let the ones you love hurt John, just can't My prayers include you and yours, it will work out, it has for 25 years to the little women who works too hard

Champagne works wonders friend. Glad you have someone with you to help share your burdens, to love and to hold.

Yes indeed, Jack works wonders with me

hugs are the best!!!

Father, I pray for John's wife's neck. Touch her, in Jesus' name and bring her back to health by His stripes which were born for our healing. We thank you, believing that it is done because you only want what is good for us. We thank you and praise you in Jesus' name. Amen.