pain or deression

this all started bout 2 weeks AGO, maybeee 3, i have been very depressed asnd stressed, and there was no helping it, then my back started again, and even my legs hurt like hell at this point, not sure if its anxiety or depression, lord knows i can think myself into anything, now mind yiou the pain aint that bad, but its there, it scares me cause it shouldntb be there, am i hurt, or did i do it thru depression and anxiety and worry, wen i get stressed my body feels it alot, im just so worried bout so much grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

It is strange that you would mention this Ed, I have been having the same problem I wake up wanting to cry, I am even using my cane. I stayed home from work today because I am not used to it and I hurt worse. My body pain is worse, especially in my legs, hips and back. Today I have a fibo fog to make the complete. But it seems that the last few weeks have been horrible for me emotionally, mentally, and physically. I am needing a Xanax in the morning as well as at night; or I cry all day, the anxiety is horrible. Jack called this morning and was more than a bit upset that I haven't been telling him how bad I was. He recognized that I was sleeping when I should have been at work, hard to put off the full truth at that point. Today is his birthday and I haven't been able to get to town to get him anything, do my laundry or dishes. But the last few weeks have been bad. Extra hugz for you my dear

and hugs for you toooooooooooooooooo, maybeeeeee its winter, never had winter blues, till this year, but in cant wait for warm weather!!!!!

I can't wait till Jack moves in; then my world will be warm

thats how i feel bout going home, im out of my element here, i always was

mustang302 wrote:

thats how i feel bout going home, im out of my element here, i always was

You have all of us to get you home, we just need to find your ruby slippers

heheeh, mom and my brother will make sure i get there, it wont be hard, just finding a place i can afford

check the internet under hud and Rural Development and Tax Credit housing, for low income housing Let me know if you need help, it's my job!

wow cool thanks!!!!!

terry wrote:

I can't wait till Jack moves in; then my world will be warm

When is he moving in? Details please

I'm glad you have Terry helping you Ed. I hope you can get to go home

its more of a matter of when and not if, im tired of living here, pa. will be glad to see me go!!!!!!

Jack moves into my apt next weekend, we move into the house within the next 60-90 days we are getting married next spring or summer I am so blessed

talked to mom today, we are thinkin bout getting a place together to share exspenses

i apreciate any help to see me home!!!

terry wrote:

Jack moves into my apt next weekend, we move into the house within the next 60-90 days we are getting married next spring or summer I am so blessed

What??? You're getting married? Best of luck friend. I hope it all works out.

Ed I hope you get to go home. I have no family left but if I did I'd want to be near them.

Thanks Mike, it will work out we are sooo happy and the house is so nice

oh ill get there, me and mom are talking of renting a place together

I am sooo happy for you Ed

and i have been connecting with a few old friends as well, my one friend tee just asked me ed do you remember how to live in ny hehehhehe i told her its instict, ya never forget!!!

If you don't mind me asking Ed, what part of NY?

not sure, ive been removed soooooooooooo long, so mom will find a place for us, my brother lives in suffolk county, i have cousins in bayside, wells cousins everwhere, so me not know yet, someones in between, mom said its cheaper in suffolk county, i used to like in suffolk for 4 years and in queens for 22

At least you will be home! Now where did I put those ruby slippers

Queens? Isn't that where the Yankees are? Maybe some tickets friend

Now that brings a smile to my face, Yankee tickets

Tickets for everyone?