Anxiety's Spiral

When fear of failing becomes overpowering.

Many people have growing anxiety over the possibility they will be laid off and the increasing demands in the work world - understandable in the current economic climate.

Anxiety's Spiral

yea, they woud love to get rid of me at work, wells some would, can i get uneployment if i work part time and on dissablity?

I don't know Ed, maybe someone else does

I have an awful fear of failure, I work so hard at work to try to make up for my bipolar

Sorry Ed, if you work at all, you can't get unemployment

If I had a job with a boss in the same office, I would have been fired long ago, I can't do my job anymore it scares my so much that someone is going to find out

terry wrote:

If I had a job with a boss in the same office, I would have been fired long ago, I can't do my job anymore it scares my so much that someone is going to find out

i meant if they let me go, they are not smart enough to screw me over, they would just let me go and say it was something they couldnt afford keeping me , the dissablity thing works for me, if they ever said i didnt do my job or stuff like that id say they used my dissability against me, coming from nyc you learn how to cover your butt and give payback

That's true Ed, they would have to eliminate your job, then you could collect unemployment and I would never even try to "get one over on you" kiddo; but I might ask for suggestions

im really not proud of the lenths of payback i will go to, some are warented, but once i poisened someone with 2 other co workers, we put something in his tabacco, he took one puff on his pipe and got very ill, and this guy had little kids, i always feel bad for that, but not for the legal paybacks ill do, once i worked at an old folks home, i worked there 3 years wen my boss retired they wanted me gone, and forced me to quit, the stress was unbelievabel, but wen i was there this firebug we had working there lit a fire, yea i guess he needed a rush, and the old folks home never reported it, i had proof this guy did this and he was an ambulence worker no less, anywho wen they forced me to leave i turned them in to the housing authority mawhahahahahhaha, they had to pay a huge fine, if i got fired cause it was mine fault, ok fair enough, but if i am made a fool of or jerked around ill get you back

but my original question was if i was fired could i collect, i mean i can proove whatever is needed, cause in truth there not very smart, i probably wont, but i must watch out for me, only me puts food in my belly.

If you get fired, it is probably going to be discrimination of some kind, LAW SUIT! If they lay you off, or eliminate your job, you will be able to collect unemployment, or if they fire you even you can get unemployment

i think they dont realize how smart i am,no im sure they dont

mustang302 wrote:

im really not proud of the lenths of payback i will go to, some are warented, but once i poisened someone with 2 other co workers, we put something in his tabacco, he took one puff on his pipe and got very ill, and this guy had little kids, i always feel bad for that, but not for the legal paybacks ill do, once i worked at an old folks home, i worked there 3 years wen my boss retired they wanted me gone, and forced me to quit, the stress was unbelievabel, but wen i was there this firebug we had working there lit a fire, yea i guess he needed a rush, and the old folks home never reported it, i had proof this guy did this and he was an ambulence worker no less, anywho wen they forced me to leave i turned them in to the housing authority mawhahahahahhaha, they had to pay a huge fine, if i got fired cause it was mine fault, ok fair enough, but if i am made a fool of or jerked around ill get you back

but my original question was if i was fired could i collect, i mean i can proove whatever is needed, cause in truth there not very smart, i probably wont, but i must watch out for me, only me puts food in my belly.

Remind me never to get you pissed off at me, okay?

i dont like the person i can become, buts its just not me getting mad, i have to be screwd over again and again and backed against the wall, funny i then explode and people wonder why, as i get older i care less, ill stress but i wont revenge, legally i will yes, i am not proud of the fact i poisned someone, but i was 25 then, i just wanna go thru life anynomysly now

and that guy had kids, imagine if we woulda killed him, holly you know what!!!! i have never forgotten what i did that day grrrrrr, i guess im not supposed to

mustang302 wrote:

i think they dont realize how smart i am,no im sure they dont

always an advantage, letting the adversary underestimate you

mustang302 wrote:

i think they dont realize how smart i am,no im sure they dont

We're smart Ed and I try to remind myself that every day

i just wish others saw it

mustang302 wrote:

i just wish others saw it

Some people are just blind Ed, to a lot of very important things, and yes Lost One, you are extremely smart, I couldn't do your job and smarts come in many different forms guys, we all excel at several things; some just don't see how important those things are until they need them

yes, i am smart in alot i do, and im a deep thinker as well

I can tell you're a deep thinker Ed. But IMHO, sometimes you have to slow it all down, just relax and stop thinking.

Doc Mike wrote:

I can tell you're a deep thinker Ed. But IMHO, sometimes you have to slow it all down, just relax and stop thinking.

Oh Mike...THANK YOU for telling my man Ed what I've been telling him! I wub you, Ed! but sometimes you have to stop and smell the in life, and look for things to NOT worry about but to be thankful for....like my
favorite . I know it's so hard when we (and I mean WE) are hurting and alone and scared....but it's baby steps...and YOU'RE MAKING THEM AND WE'RE PROUD OF YOU!!!!!

hehehehehehehheh its hard to shut it off

mustang302 wrote:

hehehehehehehheh its hard to shut it off

Don't I know it {She says as she approaches her 27th hour awake}

AlwaysHopeful wrote:

mustang302 wrote:

hehehehehehehheh its hard to shut it off

Don't I know it {She says as she approaches her 27th hour awake}

I feel for you both, the night before last was the first night in over 15 years I slept with out waking up once! I slept 9 straight hours, last night, I slept 14 hours and only woke up 2 times the lithium is doing one thing right

I'm just in my lupus thingy...and I could sleep if I just would GO TO BED!!! But I get so manic with it and I keep thinking "if I can just find one more galaxy egg"
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!