These called me

I thought I would post this one again as it just seems to fit right now. I think it was Heather that asked me if I was bp and it got me to think. Even if not officially, I have the tendencies... and knowing the "enemy" is half the battle. It made me confront reality and my interraction with it. I tend to get caught in mental loops, of vicious. spiral thinking<><>><><><>shudders>><<<><>><

These called Me

"I can do it all!" says arrogance
"Are you sure?" says insecurity
"No! He is not!" says contrary
"Please don't argue!" says peacemaker
"Why do you care?" says cynicism
"Because it is the way." says philosopher
"WHAT is the way?" says inquisitive
"Why are we doing this?" says analytical
"Well, first we need to determine why we are doing this, why we feel we can do it, then why we are not sure... THEN we can fix it!" says linear
"FIX IT! FIX IT! Why do you have to try to fix everything? What about my feelings?" says emotive
"Listen, everyone, just take a deep breath then focus on your center." says serenity
"But that never works! Nothing ever works. No good, nothing!" says pessimism
"Relax." says mellow
"Work at it, we must work at it!" says diligence
"Why bother, it is all fate." says fatalist
"Not worthy! Not worthy!" says humility
"Oh now, it is not important what I want, or what any of us want, but that we can all get along." says harmony
"Get along, hell! I'll whip you all!" says violence
"The meek shall inherit the earth. trust God!" says spiritual
"God is just dog spelled backwards! there is no God... just people's need to have meaning!" says atheist
"Meaning! What is meaning?" says seeker
"Machines do it for me!" says techno
"Yes! I can do it all!" says arrogance
"I'm getting a headache!!!" says hypochondriac
(all this before my feet hit the floor!)