and soon im thinkin bout leaving the church, butthead paul will still be there, i just hate the sight of him, i used to work in old folks homes, i like old people, i always did, i have to get my diploma which is a requiremnt now, be certified with cpr first aid, thats easy, and a few other things, we shaLL see, i like to have options open to me and not be stuck somewhere, car work would be to strenuous everyday, i need tio take musloce relaxers tomm, i hurt, my back and leg locked up before as i was talkin to someone for to long down the block, i was like ok, not good ouch hurt stiff,im stressed over moving stuff,a few other things concerning that, stress is as bad as physically hurting myself grrrrrrrrrrrrr, ill be ok thiough, just gonna pop into work tomm, go home and take a muscle relaxers which ive been neglecting and just mellow out.