save me

i wrote this poem during a turmoil in me and donavon's relationship- he was totally burnt out from all my insanity and just about gave up completely on me. yet i wouldnt let go of trying to fix our relationship. i never let go yet many times he really almost did. Yet i dont blame him at all - considering some of the insane things i have done, it would have really tried anyone's commitment with a person like me.

I hold your hand through the haze of night
I hold your ears when you scream
I hold your soul in love gripped so tight
I hold your mind through life's scenes

I fight away all your fears of old
Yet my scarred heart dies each day,
Who can warm my soul from the dank cold?
Bring me back to what is sane

Save me from my self from the nightmares
Pull me from the darkened bog
Save me from the past from night terrors
Bring me back before death nods.

I cant breathe from where my mind now lies
Yet i send my strength to you
A love that soars beyond the past times
Please tie me to your heart soon.

A tie that will pull me from under
A rope on life that was mine.
Can you do this for me i wonder?
can you help again this time?

You are burnt out from the years of war
You have thrown away your sword.
Yet the past and the now haunt in my core
And its a mess of skewed doors.

The lies and truths have mixed in my mind
I no longer can see real.
I'm not sure if i can wake this time
Death lays cards to make deals.

The irony of this poem dance
Is the one who can save me
Has no ability nor a chance
Of insight to feel and see.

To see the emotions in these words
To hear the screams from my soul
To taste the bitter twist of the sword
To feel the dark and the cold.

Thank you for sharing this hon. It took a lot of courage to post this.

I almost crirf when I read the title, I thought he were in trouble, emotionally

Thanks for sharing sweetie, so glad you both didn't let go of each other